So I'm at work unpacking a shipment and for this statue of the hindu god Ganesh the barcode name they gave it was "OMFGD4". Please tell me I'm not the only one who lolz at that.

The first Seven (7) people to respond to this post will get something made by me.
This offer does have some restrictions and limitations:

- I make no guarantees that you will like what I make.
- What I create will be just for you.
- It'll be done this year (2009).
- You have no clue what it's going to be. It may be a mix CD. It may be a poem. I may draw or paint something. I might bake you something and mail it to you. Who knows? Not you, that's for sure!
- I reserve the right to do something extremely strange.


The catch? Oh, the catch is that you have to put this in your journal as well, if you expect me to do something for you!

I didn't realize until I look at the date on my phone this morning, that today would have been my two year anniversary with Rochelle. I can honestly say that I have never been happier. I feel like I am in such a good place in my life and surrounded by people who really care about me. The thought of even being with her at this point just seems so foreign. In the 2.5 months since she and I broke up, I have grown so much and continue to do so into the place I feel at peace and home. Here's to the journey and evolving to embark along the path to true joy.

I feel so at peace. Like genuinely happy and joyful. For the first time in years life is just falling into the places I wished it would. Enjoying getting to know new friends and reconnecting with old ones. Its great. If any of you would like to hang out just let me know and I will put in the effort to try and reconnect with you as well :)

Over the last few days my brother has been going through the shed and we've been trying to organize all things. Give away what we don't/won't use anymore and recycle what isn't worth it. its been very emotional to find journals, love letter and things from my past. Tonight was the kicker. I had a carrie bradshaw moment. he found my Laura necklace that I thought was lost in college forever. I feel like I can be fully me now. Like that side of that was missing isn't anymore. I can not even begin to express how happy a little bit of gold made me tonight and I don't even like gold!

Five Things I was Doing 10 Years Ago

1. About to enter HS.
2. Dating a gay guy.
3. getting bat mitzvahed
4. Being Emo
5. Studying for the torah bee omg I know lol.

Five Things on My To Do List Today

1. Take a shower
2. go to work.
3. make a kick ass dinner or perhaps just end up settling for take out.
4. do laundry
5. take over the world

Five Snacks I Enjoy

1. Soy crisps
2. string cheese
3. hummus and carrots
4. mmm cookie monster
5. pretzels

Five Things I Would Do If I Were a Multi-Millionaire, in No Particular Order

1. Build an extension of my mom's shop that was a healing center.
2. Travel all around the world slowly probobly with nicole.
3. Buy a brownstone in Manhattan to be like Carrie :X
4. Give 10% to charity like my grandpa and fund cancer research.
5. Set my mom up for life.

Five Places I Have Lived

1. Cherry Hill, NJ
2. Santa Cruz, Ca
3. Ojai, CA
4. Beverly Hills, Ca
5. San Francisco, CA

Five Jobs I Have Had

1. Crisis center listener
2. Massage Therapist
3. TManager
4. Sales Clerk
5. Director of Operations for the National Board of my sorority.

Ive missed dating so much...its so nice not having the pressure of a serious relationship that is dysfunctional.

After the election my mom said to me "Now that you're not dating a woman, are you still passionate about Prop 8?" You can say none the less I was hurt and pissed off. What is happened in states across the country is wrong and change needs to begin here. YES WE CAN.

Tomorrow I'm going to be marching. I hope so of you will be too. I'm including the link to the website where every state has marches going on tomorrow throughout the day. Make a difference. Let your voice be heard.

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